I felt like my mind was reaching the breaking point earlier trying to rationalize and cope with the beatings I endure every night with evil technology inflicted by the star wars program. Abuse is something I have never known. Physical assault is something that only happened once when a convicted rapist roaming the street kicked me in the back after he tried to lure me down an abandoned street and I fled on foot. A police officer told me he had raped two woman two weeks before and they weren't as lucky to escape. that was terrifying and traumatizing but nothing like what they do to me night after night. The attacks they make on my body are worse than being beat with a belt, switch and having every medical procedure known to mankind done on my body. They started off last night electrifying my eyes and face and making my body jar. later they focused on the spine and legs. The night before it was the rotary cuffs, arms, hands and face. All day today it was the brain, stomach and speech. I know I haven't done anything to deserve this ever in my life. I know that i'm a good person. This is Nazi behavior. Anyone who would do this hasn't any soul, heart or intelligence. The hardest thing to adjust to is how unnatural this is, evil and horrifying. It's traumatizing as well as mentally shocking because you endure this every night. You don't know when the attack will occur and for all long and what area of the body they will assault. The last two weeks they were attacking my heart. I felt a gripping feeling and discomfort breathing and my heart growing weaker and weaker and being damaged gradually. They attack my kidneys too and make me pee blood. They made my thyroid quite working and showed me pictures in the past of what they were doing before the doctor proved it with tests. They have destroyed different parts of my anatomy. I am partially blind, limp when I walk and have lousy coordination and drop things everyday. I now have trouble pronouncing certain words I never did before and pain all over my body that was never there before. What I am puzzled about most is how repetition can beat down a persons spirit. Each attack feeds something in them. They're Satanists. I Am Not afraid. I talked with God. I know the evil person doing this to me wants my spirit, mind and sanity...He won't get it. He won't get my soul. He won't get my mind. He can't find my spirit because it's already with the creator. The whole part of this program is to try to make you lose your will. They want you to feel weak. They want you to feel broken. God tells me that will never happen. He tells me he designed me to be his possession. He created me to glorify him and embrace him through my being and feel his presence in my life everyday within. They are numbing my brain tonight and making me lose things and very sad and sick but the best part of me is with God. He said he would take me before they ever destroy my will power. he will never let them destroy the fighter in me or my love for life. He knows I love him very much and he loves me and nothing on all of the earth and satans hell and the forces of star wars technology and space satelittes and armies and drugs is going to keep me from God because he promised I am always his possession. I felt myself getting detached tonight because of the pain from last nights attack and numbness they produced in my head but my abominable willpower was stronger than a train. They will never possess God or overpower his power. I have even asked me to take me to heaven before they ever get close. When I go home to God I am going to be the person he wants me to be. and That is the person he made. He didn't make all of this technology and mind destruction weapons. He gave me willpower and he gave me a fighter spirit. I know he would see them in hell first. He could send them straight there. I may not have armies and corporate weapons but I have god and he's mightier than all of them and their weapons. I know they want to break our will, spirit mind. Satan envies God. he wants control. Mind weapons control. They have created a veil above our head. They can attack us in our car. They can hack your computer. They can attack you anywhere with technology they put out. They are building your fortress Look around. It's everywhere-man I have a massive headache. After the stalkers sent their purge armies all through the night and turned my power on and off I told them I would not respond to their threats or join the Illuminati or work for any movie studios. I told them I wanted to be like Jesus and avoid thieves, drug addicts and killers. I told them I didn't want their castles, high rises by the beach or anything they could offer. I told them to keep their masks and enjoy their orgies and go to hell. I told them i would not respond to their threats and anything they did was their crime. Their sins are their own. They have monitored my home for years and tried to keep me terrorized. They speak of 'The Secret' like Jack Canfield talks about and illumination. I told them I didn't care about illumination and if something had to be kept a secret it was better to stay a secret and I didn't want to know anything they had to teach. Real knowledge isn't forbidden. I told them I will be like Jesus and spend time away from murderers and theives and losers who plot and scheme to hurt others. They hear everything I say in my home. They even heard me whisper to my husband last night how I had chased the terrorists away. They made the power go on and off. i went to subway today after telling the mind hackers with the monitoring equipment and Warner Brothers to go away. a car followed me. I noticed them looking down to operate something. I don't know if it was a cell phone or computer but they kept staring at me as if they were positioning something to align with the back of my head. I just kept moving my head. I pulled away from the restaurant onto 
a busy highway. There was a lot of road construction and the lanes had been changed and the turning arrows had been removed. Normally nothing like that bothers me. Nothing breaks my concentration when I am going down the road because I'm a very serious driver. Before I got to the intersection something happened. I still don't know what. I only know something sent my mind someplace else. It was like experiencing a black out while being awake. I found myself suddenly disoriented and confused. I kept trying to find a place to turn but it was like I was in a fog. I couldn't find any arrows or the turning lane and I felt like my head was above the clouds drifting someplace else while I searched to find a place to turn. Next thing I know I am in the intersection of a busy highway and searching for the light and I am beneath the light looking at four different lanes of oncoming cars and too frozen and too numb to grasp reality to know what is happening. I just stared wondering where I was and how I got there? I only know my head hurt like a concussion and I felt numb and confused. All of the drivers looked at me but none beeped. They were just shocked that I was so disoriented and dumbfounded wondering where I was. I drive this highway regularly. I always know where the turning lane and red light is. I just sat there and stared at everyone. Everyone looked understanding. I kept mimicing to them...I'm crazy...I'm crazy. I knew something had happened to make me black out right before I got to the intersection but I didn't know what? It took me too long to realize I couldn't find the red light because I was beneath it. I'm still dizzy and stagger when I try to walk. When I backed up I knew something was wrong because my head hurt so bad. On the way home a black car followed me closely. It looked like the same black car that has followed me for months. After I got home I picked up a piece of paper and my eyes crossed and my head felt dizzier because whatever had happened to my brain made me lose focus. When the stalkers use something on my brain in public it makes me dizzy and causes blurred vision. They have deadened my brain so many tiems they have caused blindness. They are trying to kill me. I wil not join dark armies. I worship God. I will not be a monster to live among monsters. I tell them repeatedly. I am a woman of God. God is my leader. They can't make the clouds move and the sky change color and save peoples souls or do anything God can do. They are a bunch of imbecileswho try to be God who have weapons. They will never mold me. I'm at peace. They create their own miseries. I question why I'm still alive? I'd rather be one of those sweet animals you see run over along side the high or eaten and beaten by predators than be mean and wicked. My place is in heaven. I will never be them. They create hell. They have been following me for over two years zapping with me something that fits in their pocket that gives them the power to do something to my brain inside my home at night. People will not mention these crimes while they build armies to attack you. I wasn't surprised to hear the cable man had just left christina browns home. I see the cable people outside a lot. Time warner has a cable company and they are on the board of Mayo where political figures and people go for research and tests. I have noticed on nights when the wifi is on they energy is greater they use. They hack my brain through these people who zap me to align my mind up to cell towers or capture brain frequency or mark me. I find it weird that the same movie companies that perhaps engage in mkultra, pheonix mind control,star wars nazi program would want to put cable in peoples homes. There have been nights I thought their mind torture would give me a cerebral hemorrhage.Satan controls them. 
They've said they will drive me mad. They cause automobile accidents They won't change my beliefs. They invade my brain and try to change me. They are totally crazy